feeling guilty

don't know why..

feel stupid.. am i make wrong decision...? or still believe in God with HIS plan for me..?
Mmh, dont know how to tell in the right words.. but how can i get that m****... i havent find new job.. oh God, how long it will takes... i cant help my self anymore...

still my keep in faith in HIM.. be patient rika.. come on..

Latest Job

I've worked in own stated co. at social insurance for workers as account officer. Not easy to get in there. Many tests and competitors. And when i passed, i have to release my old job in an oil services company whereas i most very comfortable in there.

after i get trained in jakarta for almost 2 weeks, i move to samarinda. I think i will enjoy in there but i had bad experience. One of senior employee did something bad for me. Made me angry and feel so terrible. When i complain to my boss, he just said that i had wrong perception. how could he said that. what he did called harassment.
They didn't wanna blamed and just blaming me. They didn't professional enough to handle this issues. hope someday God show His the Greatest.

no win-win solution for me and make me didn't feel secure again in there, i decided to leave asap. no reason to stay in there longer. make me crazy and paranoid.

so, know.. i am trying to get new job.. hard to be but i believe in God that His plan good for me...

no regret leave my old job and no regret to leave new job... Forget and Forgive......
Something good is waiting for you... Prepare yourself to get it...



cheers,

rika

Introduction..

Finally,

I have a guts to share my life in this journal...
Just to kill my time while i am looking for a new better job..

Who knows i have to be in the hard situation..
Wrong decision or what...?

Still trying to positive thinking, never give up, and keep faith in God to let know His Greatest Plan for me...

Do the best and Let Him do the rest...



cheers,


rika